Spiritual Aspirations
"He knows my heart and its ways, He who knew me before I was born. In the secret of darkness before I saw the sun, in my Mothers womb"
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Snap!!
Snap!!
Just a child's game
Snap!!
Watching the cards "dancing"
Across a dirty table
Snap!!
This deck is getting
worn and tired
Snap!!
This deck does not want to play
children's games
Snap!!
You've won ... ... ... I've run out of cards
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Thursday, November 29, 2007
For a cherished Uncle
Are you my Father?
Was I conceived in your art?
Did you will me to life
Placing me in the arms of a cherished brother
Leaving me to grow
While you continued on your path
Am I your daughter?
Was I born from the seed of your imagination?
Praying to Allah
Begging him to show you a glimpse
Of another road walked ...... A daughter to call your own
Were your prayers answered?
Did He take a copy of your spirit
Breathing it into my own
Allowing me to grow as a replica.........
The child
born
of your art
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Mary-Ann Elizabeth
You own that part of my heart,
The part no man can touch,
The part no child can replace
The part you did not ask for
The part I did not intend to give.
It was yours,
From the moment of my being
The first light inside the womb
Your tiny hand, pressed against the mystery
Your ear, listening for my heartbeat
Whispering to me your dreams
As they travelled through the abyss.
From that moment,
Our souls were connected
Latched, by an invisable thread
Your dreams became my dreams
Your grief, connected to my grief
Your joy, forever my joy
You are my curse...... you are my blessing
You are my weakness....... you are my strength
For years I have tried to escape you
Life chooses our own paths
But the thread is always tugging
Drawing me back to your side
I am trapped....... I am free
Oh my sister, don't you see?!
You will always own that part of my heart
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Love
Love
A word that we use every day
But when we say it, do we really mean it?
Love
Such a small, simple word
and yet, I have been told, it carries so much meaning
But what is it?
Are there different forms?
There is the love you have for your mother, your brother, your partner or the stranger you meet on the street.....?
But which is the correct love?
Love
What is true love?
We see the word so often in print
But I want to know the real meaning
There is self-love...
There is love for others...
There is the love you show when others hurt you...
But which love is the correct love??
I am so confused with the word LOVE!
For example, how can you love those who are cruel to you?
How can you love those who wish to humiliate you?
How can you love those who see your weaknesses and use them as a spring board for their benefit?
Love
WHAT IS LOVE?!?!?

Love....... so simple
Yet so hard to do........
My Lord, you descended from Your heveanly throne and became man in order to sacrifice Yourself as an offering to the Father to cleanse me of my sins.
Teach me to love as you loved. Squash my self-love and help me to see the hurt in others, which I am blinded to, when they are hurting me. Teach me to die for them for I know, as you knew, they know not what they do....
I am yours........ help me..........
".... Pray for it is through prayer that you learn how to pray as surely as you can only learn to love by loving....
Read Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 and Psalm 31:7-16 and always return to my belovd Paul's 1st letter to the Corinthians 13:4-8...."
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
David Hicks

David Hicks, terrorist supporter!?!?
I am not fully aware of the facts regarding the charges made against David. What really plauges me is if he was an Australian born Lebanese who was found overseas supporting terrorism would they have cared so much about bringing him back home??
Never the less, if you are innocent, welcome back David Hicks.
And if you are guilty, the same applies.
After all, in politics, what does it really matter........
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
My Father, Lebanon

Lebanon,
The country I have not smelt, nor touched
The country never really in my thoughts.
The country I was told to love, told to respect
Mechanically praising from the land of my birth.
Lebanon, My Father,
Forever waiting, patiently,
behind your disobedient daughter
I turned my back on you
Prostituted your name,
Claimed another country as my own
While blocking your breeze
Pushing to reach me
Across the changing seas
Lebanon, my beautiful Father
I am now naked, shivering at your feet
Your breeze, once ignored
tortures me
Slashing me with the cries, the fear, the helplessness of your people
My people.....
LEBANON! Ya Bouba*, do you hear me?!
I am sorry, so desperately sorry.
Your disobedient daughter has returned
Your flag has been placed on my naked shoulders
Covering my shame
As I walk through a strangers street, praising your name
"Lebanon, Lebanon, Lebanon"
*'Ya Bouba' means 'Oh My Father' in Arabic.








